Wow, today is so awesome. I got to work this morning thinking I was going to go to the parade with my guy. Well, instead of going to the parade, we were IN the parade. Yeah so much fun. So cool! I loved it!!!!!! (can you tell?) Anyway and the sun is shinning down on me, and the world is wonderful. And I feel like this is turning into the "blessed be your name" song. And I get my guitar next week. And I am burnt. And I just feel alive today! Happiness. Praise God for wonderful days.
Oh and I got to talk to Leah on the phone YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh and I got a really nice message from a friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and I think Letters might be coming soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, May 28, 2005
Monday, May 23, 2005
Blah
Blah, its raining, and that is suited to my mood!
I have been talking to a couple people on MSN and it makes me miss them. And I have been getting emails and such from everyone. I love that. And I was able to talk to Ashley.
So Why am I blah? I think it is because they are all not here. I hate that. And I am sick. I thought I would be better by today so that I could go to work. But I am still sick. I hate it!
Anyway........ I have not written a poem for a while and my creative juices are not flowing. I hate when that happens. But I know that it will come back.
I am also having a hard time being me sometimes. I hate that things do not come easy. Although I am truly myself with some people, with the people that I have only met like a few months ago.
So one of my friends is pregnant, I am happy for her.
I just want to be held! I miss talking to people about things and praying about it right away. I miss just being held. I miss hugs and encouraging words. I miss hearing "hey babe" or ALLLYYYY!!! or "hello Beutiful!" All of a sudden I feel alone! And I hate it!
I have been talking to a couple people on MSN and it makes me miss them. And I have been getting emails and such from everyone. I love that. And I was able to talk to Ashley.
So Why am I blah? I think it is because they are all not here. I hate that. And I am sick. I thought I would be better by today so that I could go to work. But I am still sick. I hate it!
Anyway........ I have not written a poem for a while and my creative juices are not flowing. I hate when that happens. But I know that it will come back.
I am also having a hard time being me sometimes. I hate that things do not come easy. Although I am truly myself with some people, with the people that I have only met like a few months ago.
So one of my friends is pregnant, I am happy for her.
I just want to be held! I miss talking to people about things and praying about it right away. I miss just being held. I miss hugs and encouraging words. I miss hearing "hey babe" or ALLLYYYY!!! or "hello Beutiful!" All of a sudden I feel alone! And I hate it!
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
In Search of Music
So..... I play piano and I sing. But I need to learn guitar for school! Hence I need a Guitar. And do not know what the best kind of guitar there is. So before I go out there and buy one (second hand) I need opinions. Because if it were only up to me, I would pick it because of the colour. Ahhh!!!! Someone help. I am so excited though! I get to learn Guitar!
Monday, May 16, 2005
JOYS
Well, in the beginning this was not going to be a joys kind of blog entry but I am working with one of the boys I have not worked for in a while on Thursday. so JOYS! Anyway...
You know when you have those days when you just feel blah, like nothing is going your way and you just want to cry? Well I am having one of those days today. I really feel just like crying. I miss people.
I really miss Ashley!!! I know that I will see her soon and that makes me happy. But honestly it is hard without her.
I also miss everyone from school, it is weird that I do not see them everyday. I have only 3 months before I see them all again. And I know I get to see some of them soon. But things have been going on that I just really want to talk to some of them. And I can not. Oh well, life still goes on.
And its funny, but I miss some of the people that live here. Okay I see them, but not very often and that has affected the friendships. OH well time to move on.
On the other hand, I have met some great people that have been coming to our church. They are so much fun and I am so glad that we are becoming good friends. Yippee for them.
Anyway I hope you all are having a wonderful day...... I am thinking of you and praying for you!
You know when you have those days when you just feel blah, like nothing is going your way and you just want to cry? Well I am having one of those days today. I really feel just like crying. I miss people.
I really miss Ashley!!! I know that I will see her soon and that makes me happy. But honestly it is hard without her.
I also miss everyone from school, it is weird that I do not see them everyday. I have only 3 months before I see them all again. And I know I get to see some of them soon. But things have been going on that I just really want to talk to some of them. And I can not. Oh well, life still goes on.
And its funny, but I miss some of the people that live here. Okay I see them, but not very often and that has affected the friendships. OH well time to move on.
On the other hand, I have met some great people that have been coming to our church. They are so much fun and I am so glad that we are becoming good friends. Yippee for them.
Anyway I hope you all are having a wonderful day...... I am thinking of you and praying for you!
Friday, May 13, 2005
Life as it is
Well, I have been out of school for three weeks and am finally starting to miss people. That sounds bad but it is true. I have just been so busy. But yesterday someone was here before they went traveling, and I was not able to see them I was a little sad but that is the way life is. *sigh*
I was watching Phantom last night. (Glorious movie I am so glad I own it) and it is weird I started associating myself with the Phantom. I mean he only wanted to love someone and be loved by someone. Now the way he did it was creepy and weird. (having a live looking statue of Christine in his place) Creepy! But sometimes I just want to love someone but God has a plan and I know I will not be alone forever. Because I could always become the first CanRC nun! YEAH!
I was watching Phantom last night. (Glorious movie I am so glad I own it) and it is weird I started associating myself with the Phantom. I mean he only wanted to love someone and be loved by someone. Now the way he did it was creepy and weird. (having a live looking statue of Christine in his place) Creepy! But sometimes I just want to love someone but God has a plan and I know I will not be alone forever. Because I could always become the first CanRC nun! YEAH!
Monday, May 09, 2005
Ha!
YES! I act only two years older then I am!
| You Are 23 Years Old |
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
What Age Do You Act?
Saturday, May 07, 2005
wow
So yesterday was the wedding of my really good friends. I must say the person playing piano was wonderful. (ahhemm ahhemm!) But I can not believe it though another one of my class mates is off and married, and here I am as single as I can be. I know that my life is totally in God's hands, and I just have to leave it there. But sometimes it is just so hard. I mean I have a ton of guy friends, but.....Ahhhh. Sorry just frusterated a little bit. I know I have to be happy with what I have. And do not get me wrong I totally am. But you know when you just feel like something is missing. And you see all of your friends start to get married. Kinda sucks a little bit. Anyway.
So the summer has begun. I am working outside, and at the moment loving it. I mean the outside is wonderful and I love getting dark and all that jazz. But I also can not wait until I am working at my "real" job for the summer. Oh I have so many glorious things planned!
Tonight I get to see some friends from school, and next week I get to see some more. That makes me so happy. I am excited. Oh and I have the most wonderful movie in the world. Phantom belongs to Alyson!!! YES!
Smile even when you are feeling down, because you never know who can fall in love with your smile!
So the summer has begun. I am working outside, and at the moment loving it. I mean the outside is wonderful and I love getting dark and all that jazz. But I also can not wait until I am working at my "real" job for the summer. Oh I have so many glorious things planned!
Tonight I get to see some friends from school, and next week I get to see some more. That makes me so happy. I am excited. Oh and I have the most wonderful movie in the world. Phantom belongs to Alyson!!! YES!
Smile even when you are feeling down, because you never know who can fall in love with your smile!
Monday, May 02, 2005
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