As of Now

Winter Formal



So right now I am supposed to be writing a paper that is due tomorrow. I really do not like my drama presentation, and I know that there are others that feel this way. Maybe we can fix it. And I have my mind on other things.

You would be proud of me friends, especially the ones that saw me yesterday, I went to bed at 9:00pm and did not wake up till 9:00 the next morning. I needed it though. And I did end up going to visit a friend who is in the hospital.

So they still do not know what is wrong with her. AAARRRRGGGG!! I wish I could be like, you have ............ (thats a blank) and be done with it. Yesterday Michelle told her she had hoof in mouth. Cause that is SO likely! (giggle it was to make her laugh and it did.) We did alot of God talk, it kinda made some people uncomfortable, but whatever they have to deal. Please pray for her, her family and the doctors into finding out what is going on. Just send up a request for Alysons friend, He will know who you are talking about.

On a different note, I can not believe school is going so well, fast. I almost want to have another week to get everything done. I hate this! But what can you do.

Oh winter formal was so much fun, and I love how everyone looked. well yeah its true. depends on where the picture is. That is me in Winter formal with my friend Kaylyn! we look fine. Anyway I should go and write my paper, get tickets for the opera, and try to like my drama final...

I did it

Well, I put my foot out there, and i applied for CMU today. Wow, so next year I might be in Winnipeg. AHHH! pray for me

My Inner Child

Your Inner Child Is Happy

You see life as simple, and simple is a very good thing. You're cheerful and upbeat, taking everything as it comes. And you decide not to worry, even when things look bad. You figure there's just so many great things to look forward to.

How Is Your Inner Child?

Cause everyone is doing it!

I took this from Alisons blog. Have fun I can not wait.

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me.
It can be anything you want, either good or bad. I promise not to come after you with a HIGH-HEELED SHOE(?????) either way.

When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your LJ/blog/MSN space/myspace/etc and be suprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

Stole it from Isaiah

I stole this from Isaiah and was bored so I did it. Hope you learn something
Name: Alyson
Birthday: April 9 1984
Birthplace: Edmonton Alberta
Current Location: St. Albert Alberta
Eye Color: Green/brown
Hair Color: right now Chestnut
Height: 5'7"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right and left. It depends on what i am doing
Your Heritage: DUTCH!
The Shoes You Wore Today: Shoes, I have not worn any today, I have worn slippers though
Your Weakness: Not being able to say NO
Your Fears: Not going where I want to go, I have this strange fear of blood. And being alone my whole life.
Your Perfect Pizza: a yummy one that is not cold. Probably with chicken on it
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get A's in my classes, get accepted to the colleges I want for my Music Therapy. Work hard and be loved.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: giggle
Thoughts First Waking Up: "5:45, I wonder if Henry is waking up this morning?"
Your Best Physical Feature: My smile
Your Bedtime: 11:00 pm unless otherwise planned
Your Most Missed Memory: Talking to my Omas and Opas. (either side! I have good memories from both!)
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: Macdonalds
Single or Group Dates:Depends on were you are in the relationship.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.
Cappuccino or Coffee: I like toffe coffee
Do you Smoke: Do I want to die?
Do you Swear: sometimes things like Son of a Moose come out of my mouth
Do you Sing: Yes indeed, it is like second nature to me
Do you Shower Daily: Yes
Have you Been in Love: I have been in very strong like
Do you want to go to College: well been there, now I am in University college, and back to college after this, so I would say Yes
Do you want to get Married: Do Sparrows fly?
Do you belive in yourself: Some times
Do you get Motion Sickness: On airplanes sometimes, and a boat once
Do you think you are Attractive: maybe my face
Are you a Health Freak:not really, although I do like fruit and veggies
Do you get along with your Parents: Yep.
Do you like Thunderstorms: honestly...no Unless someone is with me
Do you play an Instrument: I play two and I sing
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes
In the past month have you Smoked:Nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs:Buckleys and Asprin
In the past month have you gone on a Date: a friend date
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yep Sat.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:I dont like raw fish
In the past month have you been on Stage: YES!!! Go Diviners
In the past month have you been Dumped: No.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nope
Ever been Drunk: Not to my knowledge :)
Ever been called a Tease: Probably.
Ever been Beaten up: Well if you call Dave tackling me cause I had his hat on beating up,then ges
Ever Shoplifted: Nope.
How do you want to Die: of old age.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A ninja, and a clown, and a music therapist, and a mom, and a clown and a wife, and a clown.. wait did I mention I wanted to be a clown.
What country would you most like to Visit: hmm well I would love to go to Africa, and maybe somewere like China (cause i have always wanted to be there to!) Then back to Europe, and maybe somewere fun like Australia
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue
Favourite Hair Color: doesnt matter I like any colour although, I have always been partial to brown
Short or Long Hair: short, well no longer then just past the ears
Height: taller then me
Weight: ...?? How should I know? Who cares?
Best Clothing Style: fun and not to expensive looking
Number of Drugs I have taken: I am confused. Maybe I should stop taking all these drugs
Number of CDs I own: I own like 50
Number of Piercings: four two in each ear
Number of Tattoos: none right now
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Too many to count, but Jesus forgets those things, so I shouldn't try and hold them against myself. (this is Isaiahs answer but I agree, therefore I am also using it. Thanks Isaiah!)

its poem time

They have a friendship

A bond no one can break

She thinks of him as her best friend

And she is happy that he has found someone to love

She is so very happy

But deep inside her, she has fallen.

Not because of sadness

But because of uncertainness

She does not want to hurt again.

It happened once before

A long time ago

When things were going so well

So fun and so free,

And then the two became three.

And it faded,

It ended

Never to be the same again.

So here she is a second time

Praying it does not happen.

Knowing it probably will not

But still she is so very scared!

She doesn’t know how to act,

Whether she should step back and watch it happen

Of if she should carry on the same way.

She knows what way is the best way,

What way is the right way,

But she is scared of hurting

Scared of loosing this friendship

So she feels the need to step back

And not say anything

but that is the wrong way.

She thanks the Lord that he is happy

That he is able to love.

Maybe it is just her being selfish,

Not wanting to share,

Not wanting to be hung out to dry again.

She feels he will not change

But the question

Will he?

Still stays in her head.

If she has to let go she will

If she has to say goodbye she will

but then,

Who will hold her hand?

Who will hold her close?

Who will she go to when she has to talk?

When she has to pray.

She does not want to let go

She does not want to say goodbye.

She wants to say hello,

I need your hand and arms right now.

I need you thoughtful words

And I need the prayers to God.

She prays to God, for this friendship

And she leaves it in HIS care.

That day by day it strengthens

And she never has to fear.

Alyson Bosch 2005

A wonderful photo

Here is the cast and crew of the Diviners, I am the one in the red shirt!

Concordias play

WOW! Concordia does some good stuff! I just wanted to say, this week is the week of the Diviners, and I am so happy that I am part of the crew. In fact my name is even in the program yep thats right it totally is! And I love the other crew members, from our Rocken Stage Manager!and the assistant stage managers (woot woot!R+M+A I HEART YOU!) to our lights people (your hot!) to our amazing cast. If anyone has a free moment before Sat. come come and see this play. It is so good, and so sad, but so good! I do not want to give it away, but I do want to say that alot of the people that have come to this have walked away with tears in their eyes and saying it was an amazing and touching play. So come one come all!! If you want to come but dont know how to get there, come talk to me! I will let you know...

My monologue

I thought I would post my monologue up that I have to do either the 14tho or the 16th! I hope people can come and watch them... I will have to ask Caroline... Anyway so if you are in my class and you read this (JUSTIN) please dont tell the rest of the class. But anyway they will have to see how I act it out. Peace, ( I hope you have tissues!)

Phone Rings: “Hello, oh hello Dr. Jones, yes this is Amy, okay, are you sure, wow that um, okay, yes, are you sure? Positive? Okay thank you, bye Puts phone down and grabs picture of the two of them, not saying anything for like 10 seconds, brush a tear off face and sit down still holding the picture.

“Oh Jeremiah, that was the doctor, what am I going to do? I wish you were here right now. I can’t do this on my own!! Why did I make you go and pick up milk, why! You should have come right home, and then you could have been here with me, instead of, well instead of gone. It’s all my fault! I know it is, and I can’t do this, I can’t. I never thought that I would have to say good bye so soon. Yesterday I picked up the guitar Jeremiah, I did! And you would be proud of me I played a song….. It was good, well as good as can be expected. And yesterday I went through the photo albums. It’s hard to see your face baby, and know that I can not just reach out and touch it. It’s hard!! And Mom and dad invited me to the beach…Our beach; I went, but had to leave!! This is not right! I NEED YOU HERE! Especially now, how am I going to get through these next nine months, no these next 60 years without you. My comfort is that now, now I will have you with me always, and every time I look at our little one, I will remember. I love you baby, you would have made a great father!