AAARRRGGGG!

STUPID COLDS STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I even have to skip church tomorrow, that has not happened for a long time. AAARRRRGGG!! And I wonder should I email my voice teacher and tell her I do not have a voice. That it is gone. hmmmmm. I will have to see what the parents say. Or I can go there, show up and then see what happens. That way I am not skipping a lesson. Because I am not missing school. (it should be better by monday right???)

What a day

Today was so good. I really enjoyed myself. But I wanted to share with my experiance of Chapel. So today we had some guests come from Africa, and they were AMAZING! Her testimony brought tears to my eyes. She would just raise her voice at the most important parts. (anything with Jesus, or salvation in it) it was so astounding and made me want to go more and more to Africa. Oh I loved it.

Then in Drama we had to share our treasures, I shared my bible and a picture of my best friend. I almost turned into a bubbling fool. But it was good, and I learnt alot about my classmates.

My day was Fantastic and so glory filled. Except I have a cold. OH WELL!!

Praise the Lord.

Why is Money an issue!

So, yeah..... School is EXPENSIVE!!!! And I have come to the conclusion that I am going to owe the Government A LOT of money. Yet I still want to go to BC to study after this, but how can I afford it. And if I stop to work for a year before I go there, I will probably not go there. I am also thinking that if I do not go to BC then I will probably finish here first. And although that will be okay for I like school, I will still be broke and clueless. Why is it that we as students have to pay so much money to get an education. And in order to pay for this education we need jobs, but they will not hire us unless we have a good education. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Maybe God is trying to teach me a lesson, so I ask that you pray for me so that I dont get stressed to no end. And that God guides me were to go!

New Look

So yesterday I changed my look. Okay not totally, I just got a hair cut and new glasses. It was fun although the hair dresser cut the hair a little bit shorter then I would have thought her to do. (well then I told her too) therefore I am not so sure about the hair, but it grows, and thats okay. But I LOVE my new glasses. The picture does not do them justice but hey, they still look cool.

Felt it

So, I just wrote this, but I thought to my self... People might not think I am okay. This poem is one of those, the speaker wrote it but not thinking about themselves poems. You know what I mean? Anyway it did have some inspiration, but that will remain unknown.

Misted eyes wander

And they stop at you.

Do you see them?

Do you feel them?

I know you do!

Cries of anguish are screamed out.

And they stop at you

Do you hear them?

Do you heed them?

I know you do!

Years of hurt are voiced in pain

And they stop at you.

Do you understand them?

Do you grasp them?

I know you do!

You turn misted eyes, clear

You make every cry, sing

And you make every hurt, disappear.

What more can we ask?

What more do we require?

You are there in any time of need!

For you are amazing

You are astounding

You are our God!

Alyson Bosch ‘05

It has begun!

School, Oh the thing that I was so excited for has now come back. And Now I am counting the days till fall break in November. No, it was not that bad, just first day of school overwhelming and crazy. I can not believe I am in my fourth year of post secondary, and yet have another year maybe a year and a half to go.

So have a learnt anything today?..........Sometimes things and people change but sometimes it is for the better. Have I learnt anything school wise? NOt to get stressed, (although I have not had bio yet so....)

I have learnt some things over the summer though. Patience, strength, God's love, friendships, Love. Yeah I learnt alot. But I can not wait to learn more. Some wonderful things might be just around the corner for me, and I will let you all know when they happen. But until then. I am just praising God that He is always teaching me. It is never ever going to stop!

Praise the Lord

Just three of the shots of sunset at slave lake. I wish I had my camera when the northern lights were out but alas I did not.

I look at these pictures and I remember how awesome and remarkable God is. How can anyone see the sunset and all of the colours God painted in the sky, and not believe in Him. It makes me sad just thinking about how people do not know Him.

But then I get so happy and excited because I know Him. And I see His creation and know that it is from Him for us. Like a present everyday! Praise the Lord. How awesome and magnificent is His creation. I thank Him that He has given me the means to enjoy it! HOw great He truly is.