Monday, August 16, 2004

Moving Daz

Well my family is in the process of moving, and I must say, I am not that excited!! And the fact that my dad is way up there in the about to pop stress load, and when he gets like that, we all feel it. Do not get me wrong, I love my dad, but sometimes I can not be helping getting the house ready. I do have my own jobs that I have to do. And the fact that I make suppers and clean the house, and put really heavy boxes into the trailer makes no difference to him. He is just stressed and not happy that I can not come to the house. And today Henry ( the brother) pointed out that he was over stressed and that he was expecting to much. And dad blew up at him. Something he rarely does. He even told him to Shut up. Now he gets mad when we say that, and yet.... Sigh I can not wait till we actually are finished moving and then there will not be as much stress.

Monday, August 09, 2004

Single for Life??

Okay so you think things are going great. And then things fall apart!!!! And then you start to build your self up again, and then it falls. I would just like to add a big ARRRRRGGGGG!!!!!
I wonder has everyone felt like this before? And if so, will it ever stop? And are guys really shallow to want something that is physically good to look at? Or do they want heart. So does that mean that I need to change, for a guy? Or can I stay the way I am on the outside, and not be single for life? The age old question, that I would really like to ask someone! Cause really, I know this is not modest, but... I have a great heart, and a wonderful personality and as some tell me, I am everything personality wise, what a guy wants. WELL THEN!! Can it ever be that they can look past the outside and focus on the in. Or do I really need to do something. Ugg I feel sick.
But hey, although life can get me down, there is always tomorrow.

Friday, August 06, 2004


Okay I just have to say this, I LOVE my work!!!! I am so privileged to work with so many great individuals that light up my day. And get this, today one of them picked up the fork ( that had food on it already) and put it in his mouth all by himself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah okay, so this may not sound like a big deal but this guy normally needs to be fed by hand. Not independently, and He did it today. And another thing, he calls me A. It was cute cause I was out of the room and all of a sudden I hear this Aaaaa Aaaaa! And when I came to see him, he looked at me and said Aaaa with a smile and a giggle. And a different individual that I work with, did not want me to leave the other day. Normally when his parents come home he says "thank you bye bye!" and instead he cried and held on to my leg. Isn't that cute. As it is always said, work isn't work when you love it!!

Well signing out have a great one.

Oh I should explain I work with people that have different disabilities!!

Wednesday, August 04, 2004


Here I am at Concordia, ready to register. Although I am about an hour early but I figure that is okay, cause then I get priority right. Well we will see. So this is the big step in my future. After today, I will be in the Bach of Arts majoring in Music. How cool is this I think. Anyway and after that, I will be able to have by degree in Arts with a major in Music and minor in drama. I am so excited. Anyway that about sums up my day, and the fact that I have been working this morning with someone that I have not seen for a long time. That makes me happy, because I missed him tons. Well off to design my future.